February 2012
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yooo if i take a few too many kalms sleeping...
do you think that like it might have more of an effect and actually make me sleep
or
do you think i shouldnt do that lol idk
ugh
i mean theyre herbal OTC stuff and i took the recommended dose of 2 tablets and it had no effect on me, do you think it’s worth taking like 4 and seeing if that could have any effect idk
HELP
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vaguity replied to your post: vaguity replied to your post: life update why do…
ah man thats shit, would it still apply to you even though you’re often off for valid reasons due to illness? our school says that about attendance though but they should know correlation =/= causation pffft
i guess yeah b/c it’s not even based on like authorised absences or anything it’s just...
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vaguity replied to your post: life update
why do you have to pay for your exams?!
well i might not have to but our school is threatening that people with less than 90% attendance might have to pay for their own exams ‘cause apparently attendance correlates strongly with attainment in exams…
which is bullshit. b/c last yr my attendance was 68% and i got AAAAB
atm my attendance is...
life update
hm.
idk still struggling with my mood
trying to fight off this sadness that has started to creep back in on me hm.
on the plus side
i made it to school this afternoon, saw some of my friends, got some gossip and hugs haha
me and matthew planned our crazy lies for archit’s birthday thing (erica lexy is me one <3) and our punk cabaret bar that we’re gonna open…in...
gonna have a shot at school now
dont feel up to it but then again i very very rarely do ugh
well
it’ll be ok i’ll see some of my friends they’ll take me tales to distract me
bye
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oh but on the plus side, the blackout have been...
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeew
i am ridiculous amounts of excited for it.
takingbacksundaytakingbacksundaytakingbacksunday omgomgomg :D
EURGHHH
i feel down
not like really down like i did an hour ago
but down nonetheless
but manageable down i suppose and i’ll be at school in like an hour so i will be distracted from it for like two hours there i guess which is good. actually then i will go the pharmacy after school and pick up my stomach meds that’s a good idea. i’m gonna wear my coat again to school because i’m...
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screamloudscreamsayonara replied to your post: matthew is a babe
i’m matthew and i approve this message
hahahahahaha
awwww
cutie
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first proper eczema flare-up (excluding my ongoing...
and it’s my own fault
because
I FUCKING DRY SHAVED MY LEGS TODAY WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT WHAT A FUCKING IDIOT
FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
it wasnt too bad at the time so i thought i’d got away with it…but nope.
FUCK
fucking hurts so bad i’ve put three different creams on the sore parts but fuuuuck it’s fucking killing ow ow ow like my skin is on fire ow. i havent had...
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matthew is a babe
ok. three days of school ahead of me. i have already missed one and a half this week.
I’M GONNA SLAUGHTER THESE THREE DAYS OK
FUCKING WATCH ME
and i’ll do them whilst being a menstruating boy too, BEAT THAT
ooooooooooooooooooooooook leo. you can do this.
KAPOWWWWWWWWWW
Anonymous asked: Why do you purposely delay your period? (if you don't mind me asking, I'm just curious)
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red-vertex replied to your post: tmi
september? wut…lol
i was purposefully delaying it with the pill
Anonymous asked: do you have gender dysphoria?
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i think
i am having like
a period now.
i havent had a period since like…september?
well.
i havent felt gender dysphoric in monthsss
but
this
urgh.
:( *’hadn’t felt’ it in months, rather… bleurghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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woah what, my dash has changed a little
the buttons for making posts have changed wat.
anyway
all i was going to say was
i’m just going to focus on my health now. i will try and be as sensible and rational as possible as much of the time as i can manage. malcolm x said that stumbling is not falling and yeah he was right. sometimes i do stumble and need to take some time out to rebuild myself again but that’s ok. giving...
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"my friends owe it to themselves to get a grip and...
people like me dont get good A-Levels. we dont go to school. we cant. we dont eat enough, or we eat too much; we don’t sleep enough, or we sleep too much. we cant face mornings. or afternoons. or evenings, or nights, or any of the time inbetween. we cant go to school.
people like me dont maintain functional relationships. we cant. we dont believe it when you tell us that you love us for who...
life update
so
1) ellie’s cousin lives really near to leeds uni and said we can stay with her the night before and after slamdunk! free accomodation so i think we are gonna stay both nights it will be so much easier and less stress and as it’s free we might as well lol. i said we have to buy her something tho to say thanks. the thing is she lives with like some of her friends and i’m pretty...
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so fucking miserable.
i cant stop crying every time i manage to stop myself it just bursts out of me again a few minutes later. my mind just likes to torture me. and my eyes are like broken dams.
this is so horrible. i need to go to school later but i’m not sure if it will help distract me from everything and temporarily lift my mood a little or if it will just knock me more sick and it will all be so difficult...
“Jason Derulo.”
– Sylvia Plath (via atreasuretobetold)
cant get these feelings to go away. sometimes i am busy and distracted from them and other times i am feeling good because of doing something fun or people being kind to me or whatever
but they always come back suddenly
i actually have that terrible bad uncomfortable feeling coming now you know the one i can never articulate what it feels like except that it’s so so awful
yeah that one
...
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weeeew excited
things to look forward to:
- archit’s birthday thingy, march 9th, going for a meal then going outttt, gonna sleep @ joe’s (not the joe i used to talk about and then went on to whine about, lol, a different joe :’) )
- law society dinner hehe, march 15th
- yaz’s disney ball thingy for her birthday aww well her birthday is the 16th so i assume it will be that day or the...
“I’m 34, and I’m pretty self confident, and still, walking down the street in a...”
– Amanda Palmer (via markreadhead)
fnuzzle:
i wish i could either be like
omg gonna do my work as soon as i get it and be organised and revise constantly
or like i don’t care about work at all don’t care about school \m/ because then i wouldn’t get stressed that i haven’t done work
but instead i’m neither…i don’t do my work and then get stressed about it omg
ME TOO ugh
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the-lottie-project replied to your post: the-lottie-project replied to your post: (tmi)…
Oh ok, yeah miocrogynon does the same thing. I would say induce it now, then it shouldn’t bleed the weekend after next if you are still taking it.
yeahhh it’s risky b/c it still might b/c my cycle is totally fucked up now so i still might get random breakthrough bleeds then :’( it’s...
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the-lottie-project replied to your post: (tmi) helpppp i need help about the pill (with regards to menstruation not contraception lol)
If you are taking microgynon you continue taking the pill during the week off and you shouldn’t get a period until your next week off.
i am taking loestrin 20 and like i dont take it for the week off i have to stop for a week to like induce a period when im meant...
(tmi) WHY DO NONE OF YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT MY...
SOMEBODY HELP :’)
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(tmi) helpppp i need help about the pill (with...
yeah i cant remember the last time i had a period i kept delaying it, i think it was october but it may well have been september i really dont remember.
i was planning to finally have a period in like 3 weeks time, but today i had my first tiny breakthrough bleed. basically i especially dont want to have a period the weekend after next (including any breakthrough bleeding if possible though i...
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ughhh i cant afford to buy any more good sports bras that fit me properly seeing as theyre all like £30 and i just cant afford that. i went to sportsdirect today and bought some cheap ones i bought a size 8 LA gear one which to be honest is a bit big at the bottom and so not fabulous but i wouldnt fit into a size down like i wouldnt be able to fit it over my shoulders and stuff i’m sure...
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voldycakes replied to your post: LISTEN UP i need help
benefit is a bit more expensive but it lasts for ages, I’ve had the same concealer for two years using it everyday and there’s still loads left even though it’s a small thing. I have the most sensitive skin ever and it’s never given me problems.
oh yeah i should have asked you haha i forgot we have our special eczema bond looool thanks!
LISTEN UP i need help
1) btw thanks for those that replied to my concealer query, i ended up having to leave the house like straight after i posted it so before i could see your responses so i’m gonna buy it some other day soon from superdrug. a few people said clinique stuff is good for your skin but like…when i said cheap i meant cheap lol i’ve got hardly any money for realz :/ so if anyone has more...
what is a good, cheap concealer i can buy
i was using one from avon that was like a special skincare brand so it had antiseptic in it too which was cool
but it’s nearly finished
and i need to buy a different one ‘cause i dont think i have an avon catalogue atm and just be assed anyway and that and i’m going out soon so i could buy something from boots
suggestions? i’m a total n00b when it comes to makeup, i...