December 2011
schaumkronenprinzessin:
if I don’t find anyone to kiss I’ll just kill some random person at midnight
haha omg i should do this
but i know i wont :’)
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new year's resolutions
i wrote a list of 20 for 2011 (tbh it’s more like a bucket list than a list of resolutions you know what i mean lol) and i achieved 10 of them. not bad. though it was depressing writing some of the things i wanted to achieve in 2011 back into my list for 2012 because i hadnt achieved them but i still wanted to. that hurt LOL.
i’ve only got 15 tho and i really want to make 20, any...
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pixie lott
i am grateful to her because
she has some songs that really touch me and help me to like keep my chin up
so yeah
thanks girlfraaaand
i’m feeling ok but a little fragile you know? lol. but i have like chorey stuff to do today and then i’m meeting jess and then gina and we’re all going to sam’s for his nye party so yeah it will be ok i’m just you know gonna have to...
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tbh when i get awesome things like an offer from oxford
or like
a fab friendship
or
whatever
i EARNED it
it wasnt luck
it’s not luck
what even IS luck anyway
so anyway
i do these things for myself you know i work for them
so i should enjoy them more and like love myself more well ok i cant do that LOL but believe in myself more at least yeah
yeah
i really feel like writing a...
my motto is ‘get over it’ and like
i need to remember that. especially right now.
get over it maddy. life moves on. you’ll move on. in fact you sorta already are as you type this. it is a bit shitty that things cant just start anew in time for the new year instead of awkwardly having loose ends finished up very early into it, but you know…whats a couple days of a year...
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fab
today i was like omg i must do something
so like
i texted gina
so yeah me and gina went into town and had lunch together to have a catch up and went round some shops and stuff yeah then we saw adam and irum in waterstones then we saw glen too (he was with his cousin) so we all had a catch up then glen went off with his cousin but like the four of us stayed, god we must have been in waterstones...
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so take it from me
hold on
‘cause it gets
sooooooooo much better
but you’ve gotta believe
you’re so close
and there’s
mooooore than oooone way to heaaaaveennnn
you got to
riiiiiiise!
dont just stand there, open your eyes!
shame! shame! shame! on you!
you got to
tryyyyyyy!
don’t just sit there wastin time
shame! shame! shame!
shame! shame! shame!
on youu.
shame on you!
OMG I CAN TUMBLE FROM MY PHONE AGAIN
I never used to be able to for ages because tumblr changed the log-in page and it wouldn’t work properly on my phone internet but I just tried again out of boredom and it’s changed again and omg HIYA. I’ve not been posting much because I’m in sunderland atm visiting relatives, I’ll be going home tomorrow night. Today I spent £58 in the sales (I started out with £110...
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break out, break out, our time has come and
we’ve got these big city dreams.
PUT UP OR SHUT UP WE’RE NOT WASTING TIME AGAIIIIIN
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i pour my soul out to you and all the the while i’m just thinking MAN I REALLY WISH WE COULD MAKE OUT SOMETIME
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Anonymous asked: Haters gonna hate Maddy. You're the QUEEN.
worst day ever.
asmarterhatthanme:
iraniantabern:
inshallah tomorrow and so on will be better days. yesterday was iffy, it had ups and downs. today was shit. but yeah.
guys i’m starting to sorta slowly slip back into my old unhealthy self and today was just basically one HUGE nervous breakdown that my whole family witnessed, it was the most awful day of my ENTIRE life i’m not even joking. so for that reason...
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steppeduponglass replied to your post: worst day ever.
awhhh so sweet thank you so much and thanks to everyone else who replied to that post i appreciate it, love x
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thepizzaqueen:
hi there i am a 15 year old girl who claims she is “forever alone” since the guy that i have a huge crush on and who i stalk obsessively online won’t notice me so obviously that never happens to anyone else in the world ever which means i am destined to be alone for the rest of my life gosh why do i have to be so weird and crazy it’s not my fault i play video games and wear only...
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worst day ever.
inshallah tomorrow and so on will be better days. yesterday was iffy, it had ups and downs. today was shit. but yeah.
guys i’m starting to sorta slowly slip back into my old unhealthy self and today was just basically one HUGE nervous breakdown that my whole family witnessed, it was the most awful day of my ENTIRE life i’m not even joking. so for that reason i would appreciate it so...
you know if you're not intending to piss people...
should you just not do it in case people are pissed off because you dont want to piss people off
or is it acceptable because you dont actually want to piss people off and if they still get pissed then it’s their problem for being pissy?
IDK
That awkward moment when you fall in love with a...
i will always remember that super cute pink silky shirt in urban outfitters…£125. :’(
lol
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everyone in my house hates me right now. brill.
sigh.
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“Unity with uniformity is fascism. We have a whole range of points of view and...”
– Hamza Yusuf (via storyseldomtold)
people who have broken my heart:
- my dad
- my brother
- my sister
- T
- F
tbh i think that’s all. so i’ve had my heart broken like 5 times. you dont have to be romantically involved with someone to have your heart broken. it feels the same regardless of the type of relationship.
well. yeah. i doubt it will happen again, i cant see myself letting anybody break my heart again,...
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i dont wanna waste my time again
by getting wasted with so-called friends
‘cause they dont know me but they pretend to be
part of my social scenery
and HEY
maybe i’m a critic!
a cynic!
or am i jaded?
or am i afraid of it?
my family are making me depressed as fuck.
we were meant to go to sunderland early this morning but i woke up ill, i’ve got a virus of some sort that i’d been trying to fight off last night but nah it’s here, my tonsils are swollen and i’ve thrown up like 5 times and i feel really sick and i get dizzy when i’m standing up and i’ve got a snotty nose and just feel generally lethargic and shit.
i told my...
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i get ready way too fast to be a girl haha
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oh god, guests are over.
faineemae:
I’m still in my bed. I have to run into the bathroom without them seeing me.
omg omg
i hate it when this happens :(
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when the fuck is the roast gonna be ready, i’m fucking starvinggggg
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OMG MY MUM BOUGHT ME A CHRISTMAS PRESENT OMG
WHAT
THIS NEVER HAPPENS
HAS THE UNIVERSE IMPLODED UPON ITSELF
WE DONT BUY EACH OTHER CHRISTMAS PRESENTS WHAT
well all she got me was like this set of an impulse spray and a barry m lip gloss, and then a pack of chocolate coins :P lmao.
but still
wth. i’m in shock hahaha i never get anything from her wth hahaha. weirrrd.
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happy christmas
from a sad maddy trying to get through the night without melting into a wreck.
but hopefully like once i finally go to sleep once i wake up tomorrow and that i’ll be ok and have a nice day until the night which will no doubt be difficult again. SIGH.
oh well
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i was feeling sad for like 3 nights in a row and like you know i’m talking unwell kind of sadness that i hadnt felt in weeks and weeks
i had nabila over last night so i didnt feel it for the fourth night in a row, we had a good night
but i feel it again tonight i was crying before and now well i feel like crying again but no i’m gonna try and you know work through it.
this is just...