first proper eczema flare-up (excluding my ongoing rash thingy) since i started regularly using emollient

and it’s my own fault 

because

I FUCKING DRY SHAVED MY LEGS TODAY WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT WHAT A FUCKING IDIOT 

FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

it wasnt too bad at the time so i thought i’d got away with it…but nope. 

FUCK

fucking hurts so bad i’ve put three different creams on the sore parts but fuuuuck it’s fucking killing ow ow ow like my skin is on fire ow. i havent had anything this bad since like december. and even then not so bad i dont think because it was small areas but this is big patches of the skin on my calves. ouchhh. i really hope at least when i wake up tomorrow it will be pretty much normal again.

fuck it’s soo painful. :(

but

there is a lesson for me

never ever EVERRRRRRRRRRR dry shave ever again no. never.